Aunt / Nephew. How it all began.

So as I write this I need to say a few things off the top. First, I'm a little nervous about writing this, I have never shard it with ANYONE including my wife and I do worry a little about people finding out but... Second, I'm really bad at punctuation, sentence structure and spelling but I will do my best to keep it straight. Third, I don't believe anyone to believe this story is real, nor am I here to try to convince you. All I can say is this, it happened and it happened to me, and I sometimes have a hard time believing it happened. 4th at the time that all of these things you will eventually hear about.. I was a Virgin at the time. That being said here is my story ( most likely in parts )

So my Mother divorced my Father when I was 8 ( she was 35 at the time. ) Both myself and my sister ( 4 ) went with my mother. We moved around for 8 years from town to town and finally settled in a little Town called Hanson. Abut 6 months after we moved to Hanson my aunt ( who was 35 by this time ) Moved in with us having lost her place. Now my Aunt was not the best of sorts. Drank a lot and was tended to pick guys who were less then.. kind. Anyways when my Aunt moved in I needed up taking my sisters room and my sister moved with my mother and my Aunt got my room. this was fine for awhile until one night my Aunt brought someone home.

For 3 months everything had been fine, this one night though I guess the guy she was with was married or had a live in Gf or something. It was sometime after Midnight ( much later most likely I don't remember ) and I was pretty much asleep until I head the very loud sound of my bed squeaking at a rhythmic pace. I didn't hear anything else just my bed ( it really was loud ). Now I'm 16, I know what this means obviously. I try to ignore it but I can't, not only is it loud it's right in the next room. Now I have to describe my room at the time just a little. There was a door that lead from my room to my Aunt's room. My bed was pushed up against that door ( cause I was never suppose to use it ) and the head of my bed was at the door. That being the case I pulled myself up to my knees and crawled to the door.

Turning the nob I slowly started to crack the door open. It was VERY difficult to do because the door creaked and squealed like it was rusted to death. To complicate things I was hard as steel and gently rubbing myself through my shorts but not wanting to go to far until I saw what I was trying to see. So I would move it like a couple of Centimeters and stop. Still each movement when I paused I noted the sound of the bed did not change. Finally after what seemed like forever but was most likely a very long minute I got the door open enough to peek though. Sure enough there was my Aunt on the bed and the guy on top of here pumping away. Still as Lust induced as I was I noted a few things. My aunt and the guy were both still mostly clothed. My aunt had her shirt pulled up with bra off but shirt still on and her pants were off but her panties were still on and she was holding them to the side. The guy was shirt and pants on, just unbuckled and open. the big thing i noticed was my Aunt did not look like she was into it. She was just laying here letting him do his thing not moving. Her head was to the side ( looking at the door ) but closed.. she might as well been asleep.

Still, Even noting all this I was honestly still 16 and horny. I was getting to see what I wanted to so it was time to do what I wanted to. I finally reached down into my shorts and grabbed hold of myself and started stroking. Slowly at first, but that didn't last to long. It was just a short few minutes before I was pumping hard and could feel myself building to climax. I was gripping the door knob hard when I came. No.. I did not shoot ropes, although for the first time I did squirt the first 2 shots out from me a few inches. I as my head cleared I realized a couple of things. I was still hard, I had leaned on the door a little to much and therefore it was open a bit more and my Aunt was staring straight at me.

I panicked but not in an OMG slam the door kind of way. In a OMG Frozen solid kind of way. It seemed the guy didn't see me ( I'm guessing either my Aunt distracted him or he was just to into what he was doing ) but I was still kneeling there in the door my dick in hand and my aunt looking at me. When I say frozen I mean it.. I couldn't move, not to close the door or even put my dick away. My heart pounding as bad as it was what happened next nearly gave me a heart attack. My aunt still looking at me Mouths very clearly ( so even I can understand ) " It's Okay " which she had to mouth several times before I even realized it. finally after I don't know how many times I realize she is saying " It's Okay " And smiling. The relief I felt at that moment.. My aunt was not going to tell on me, I could of melted into a puddle and oozed away. Still my heart was pounding I went to slowly close the door.

Before I could move it an inch I see my aunt wave her hand that was dangling over the edge of the bed. I stop and look back at her. The smile on her face now reached her eyes in a look I had never seen before. What she Mouthed next nearly refroze me, She looked at me with just this.. god just this hungry look and mouthed " You can Watch " Using slow deliberate mouth movements so I could understand. I was So shocked it took me a good minute to come around. Looking back at my Aunt she Mouths again " It's Okay, You can Watch ". Finally having some sense I mouth " Are you sure? " ( My inner retard everyone ) To which my aunt cracked a smile and very slightly nodded her head. All I could think from there was, Holy shit.. my aunt is not only NOT going to tell on me but said I could watch! "

During all this time I never really Covered myself up nor did I get soft. I did lose some stiffness at panicking but not 100%. Now with my Aunt catching me but giving me Permission, I was ram rod hard again and my cock was hanging half out of my shorts. ( I'm not hung for those wondering. I'm 6 1/2 long but I am thick at 5 3/4 around ) With my aunt still looking at me and me watching them. I start touching myself again but I don't go for it. As horny as I am I feel a little awkward still. My Aunt is staring at me intently watching me fondle myself. She looked back up at me and Mouths " Go ahead ". Would you believe I was stupid enough to not understand? I mouthed back " Go Ahead What? " Yea... I swear my aunt wanted to laugh. She just smiles at me though and and Mouths " Jerk Off " And makes a hand job motion with her free hand. Yea.. my inner retard came out again with the " You sure " Mouthing. Not sure if my aunt wanted to laugh or kill me at that point. She very determinedly mouths " YES " to try to make her point and I got it.

With my Aunt's blessing and with her watching I reach don and start pumping my cock.. Like before I started slow. The position I was in I was leaning forward over my cock some so I'm guessing My aunt couldn't see very well. I'm guessing that because before I got to much into what I was doing she Moths one last thing to me.. and in truth I can't remember if it was " Let me see or I want to see " I just know it was one of them, and for once I didn't question it. I just nodded and straightened up  so my Aunt could see me pumping my cock in my hand while staring at her. It was at this time that my thoughts changed. I went from Watching to fantasizing about my Aunt. I no longer just watched her get fucked, I starting seeing myself fucking her. I wanted to be the guy on her, I just wanted to be fully naked and her too. I wanted to be there pumping in and out of her not just looking on. It didn't take much of these thoughts to push me over the edge. I had a very powerful Orgasm. I didn't Cum nearly as much as the first time, but I did cum more then normal for a second round from me. All the time my aunt watched me. By the time I had calmed down and could focus again I saw my aunt was still looking at me. Only she was no longer still. She was moving under the guy and moaning, breathing hard. The guy I guessed encouraged by her action was now going hard and fast. I see him jam himself to the hilt in my aunt as my aunt locked legs around him and she came as well, Back arching just locked in place. I was recovered enough to realize this was the time I should back out. So I slowly closed the door not to concerned about the noise but still I made sure to go slow to keep it to a minimum.

I flopped down on my bed glowing, Exhausted and honestly Still horny. With vision still in my head of me fucking my aunt I jerked myself off one more time to a good strong orgasm but a dribble of cum at best. Finally I was Exhausted enough to fall asleep again. Vision of My Aunt invaded my dreams all night and I woke up Very hard and very horny. I jerked off again to another strong orgasm knowing I had Jerk off fantasies for a long long time. I went and took a shower.. moved back to my room and got dressed and went to the Kitchen for Breakfast. What I saw really did stop me in my tracks. There was My Aunt sitting at the table drinking a cup of coffee in nothing but a bra and Panties. She looks up at me and Smiles Saying good morning and tells me to come sit down and Eat.. she Made breakfast for me and I quote " you must be hungry after last night." I couldn't answer, all I could do was make my way to the table trying not to look like a total idiot. When I sat down I asked my Aunt where my Mom and Sister were. She told me that they had gone out shopping and to run a few other errands and would be gone for awhile. The only thing I could replay with was. Oh... A few minutes tick by in very awkward silence ( for me anyways ) and My aunt glances up at me and asks " So... did you enjoy last night? "

To be Continued.....

Notes : I don't why the guy never looked my way. The while time he Lay the same way. Flat down on my Aunt looking away from the door. Maybe I got lucky, Maybe he did know and didn't care, Maybe my aunt did something. Whatever happened as far as I could tell the guy never had a clue I was watching. there is a LOT more to this Story.... If you guys like this one I will tell it all. It goes deeper then my aunt trust me. Finally, like I said I do not expect you to believe anything, all I can do is till you it was real.. and it happened to me.  

I bet you thought I was going to wait forever to write the next part huh? Well you were WRONG! lol.

Anyways as I left off. I had just finishing sucking Paul off twice and it was now my turn. Paul had one to the bathroom to clean up and I got onto my bed dropping my shorts waiting for him. He returned and straddled over my legs like I did him. He did to me what I did to him, he examined my cock for a little, comparing it to his though he actually talked quietly to me while doing it where I did mine silently. He mentioned bout my flared head and how much thicker around then he was. I was only half listening, caught between still being scared and so turned on. I nearly gasped in fear/excitement when I felt him shift and lower himself down to my cock.

I know I did gasp when I felt his lips wrap around my cock. It really did feel amazing and no more different then when a girl did it.  I felt his mouth slide down the length of my shaft and back up to just under the head and down again.. a slow pace. All I could do was lay there and enjoy it, it felt so good. I could feel my body tingling and tensing all over. I didn't moan but I do breath very heavy and I was doing so now. It wasn't to long before Paul started picking up the pace. Faster and Faster, I could feel my self building up to cumming. I didn't know how long it was but I knew in the back of my mind that it couldn't be very long because I had be so hard and so turned on for so long. The crazy part was my orgasm kept building, I could feel it growing beyond anything I had had before. I honestly thought I was going to explode, and in a way I did. When I came, I came hard. I felt the cum rush out of my cock with such force and volume it nearly overwhelmed me. Never did I cum so much before. I was at a loss to explain it then but now that I look back I'm pretty sure that sucking Paul off twice and taking so long to get to doing me just allowed me to build up so when it came time to cum I just went OFF. I was pleasantly surprised to noticed ( after my head cleared ) that Paul had kept his word and let me cum in his mouth. I somehow thought he would of backed off cause I came os hard, but he didn't. He stayed sucking me and swallowed it all.

He finally let go backing off a minute to let me catch my breath and him catch his. I could feel my cock going soft. I had already started sweating just a little. I finally caught up to myself and glanced down at Paul. He was just smiling and waiting, when he saw me look at him he asked me if I was ready for the next one. I just nodded my head and laid back. I don't think it was 2 seconds before I felt Paul's hand pull my flaccid cock up so he could wrap his lips around it. Like before he started slowly and I really enjoyed it. I could feel myself getting hard again and it was yet a new experience for me. I love the feeling of getting hard and being hard. Now it had a new twist as I was getting hard inside someone's mouth as they sucked me.

I again could feel Paul slowly speeding up to the speed he had before. Only this time I lasted much much longer. I felt like I was longer going then Paul did on his second one. Twice he had to pause to work his haw a little because he was getting sore. I really wish I could tell you how long each one was, but I honestly don't know. If I was to guess now Both Paul's and my first cum took about 5-7 minutes. Paul's second cum took about 15 minutes. My second one took close to 30 minutes ( so I believe ) and I loved every second of it. I was drenched in sweat and as I got closer to finally building up I started counter thrusting to his head bobs. It was a nice, long, slow build up. It was nowhere near as intense or as powerful as my first one but it was still pretty big. I remember arching up and thrusting my hips up as to push my cock into Paul's moth this time. Also this time when I came, I didn't just feel myself cumming. I felt myself cum in his mouth. I can;t explain it beyond that. I just felt myself cum in his mouth, I felt him swallow as I came. It just feels different then cumming on someone or even shooting into their open mouth.

Anyways, I finally slumped back onto my bed covered in sweat and glowing so much I could light up the room. Paul was smiling and sweat covered as well. Paul slid to the side off my legs and sat on the side of my bed. I sat up next to him cause I was getting ready to go clean up real fast. Before I went though we started chatting and talked about what we thought and felt. We found out we both got really turned on when we felt the other getting hard in our mouths. We both mentioned where we didn't enjoy swallowing, that we didn't mind it either. Paul mentioned he was shocked how much I came the first time, I laughed and told him he's not the only one. through all this taking I noticed Paul, was hard again, and honestly after the talking so was I. I know Paul saw that I was hard again and he smiled telling me it looks like we could both go for another. I laughed and said well yea I would love to but did we have time? It was late and we had school, plus who would go first? I got my first true shock when Paul told me, " Why don't we both do it at the same time? "

but that, is for next time.

First time with a friend part 2

Well it's only taken me how long to get to this? The problem is I have never had time! :p Anyways finally getting around to it then. Not going to go into long detail just jump right into the story.

Like I said in the first part. Paul had suggested we jerk off again the next night. I of course agreed. I know I went all day thinking about it and even jerked off many times cause it just turned me on. I also know Paul did as well. We were both looking forward to it to say the least. Finally night came but it was still a really long time ( or at least felt like it ), because we had to wait to make sure the night Counselor went to bed and would not be doing any more night checks. We both knew the counselor that was on that night and we both knew his pattern. When he made his last check we started talking.

At first I though we would jerk off and just watch each other again. However, Paul it seems had another idea, though he didn't present it directly. He caught me off guard by asking me if my sister had ever given a BJ. I didn't answer for a moment just because I wasn't expecting it, but the reality was yea she had and I told him so once I recovered. He went on to mention that his sister had as well and how good it felt when she did it. How surprised he was when she did that instead of a hand job and how much better it felt then a hand job. I had to agree with him about it. I thought he was just trying to turn me or us on more or something, I wasn't sure where he was going with this until he asked me his next question. He asked me if I had ever considered blowing someone.

Again I had to recover from surprise. When I finally did I told him well, no.. I'm a boy, not a girl. He didn't seem deterred though. He went on to explain to me that he had before and it actually was kinda fun and that the boy he blew did to him back and it felt the same as when his sister did it. Now, I'm young but not stupid... I'm already guessing  what he is leading to. I didn't know what to say though so after the awkward silence he asked. Would I be willing to give him a BJ and he would give me one in return. When he asked I honestly didn't know what to say. I mean I was so horny I wanted to say yes, but the young male side of me was like.. NO! Now I'm not going to drag out my thought process, I mean it wouldn't be much of a story if I ended up saying no.  Yea the Horny boy won out and I agreed.

It didn't take long for him to drop the blankets this time and his shorts down exposing his already rock hard member. I got out of my bed and moved over to his.. straddling his legs with my face pointed right now at his cock. I just looked at it for a moment actually noticing the differences. His cock bent to one side some where mine was more straight with an upwards curve. The head of my cock had a wide flared head where his was more narrow and pointed. We were both about the same length but I was thicker by quite a bit. I just sat there and looked for honestly what felt like a long long time but in reality was only a few moments before I reached out and gently wrapped my hand around it.

It was an interesting feeling, Familiar but different. I could feel the blood pulsing through it he was so hard, the texture of his skin and just the hardness of it. I wish I could say a lot crossed my mind but nothing really did other then I'm not sure what I'm doing, I only had what my sister had done to me to go on. Still with only that though in my head I opened my mouth up and wrapped my lips around the head and started bobbing my head up and down on his shaft. As inexperienced as I was I had to be doing something right because it wasn't long before he was quietly moaning and clenching up. I could feel his hips rise and fall as he clenched his ass cheeks and relaxed. At one point I slipped my hands under his ass just to feel him clenching.. it was a fun sensation to me.

I had started out slowly at first but after around 5 minutes I was going at a pretty good pace.. I could hear him breathing harder as I went. He never counter trusted, just kept clenching his ass in reaction to the sensations. Then suddenly ( to me ) things changed. I don;t remember him going ridged but he must of. All I remember his I suddenly tasted this salty warm stuff in my mouth and Paul's breathing had changed. It was all reflex that I actually swallowed as he came. I can't say I minded, I also can;t say it was ALL enjoyable, but it wasn't bad either.  The funny part is I didn't know what was happening until his cock started to go soft. The it dawned on me, He came. I pulled back letting his cock go and sat up looking at him, gasping for breath. I couldn't help but laugh. He looked up at me and wanted to know what was so funny. I just explained to him that I was worried I wouldn't like it or I would do really bad, but that I actually found it fun and I guess I did okay. He laughed after that and nodded telling me yea I did fine. He propped himself up on his elbows and told me he was sorry for cumming in my mouth, supposedly he wanted to tell me but had forgotten because he was so into it. Whether that was true or not I dunno but I told him it was okay and I didn't mind.. but that I would want to cum in his mouth then and he didn't hesitate to agree. Still he looked at me a moment and asked " Justin, would you mind doing it again? "

I had to think about this, I mean I just did him and I wanted my turn but I actually kinda wanted to do it again, and I also figured that if I do him twice I'll get 2 in return. After a moment I agreed to suck him off again. He laid back down and I bent over his cock again, it was still soft but I popped it into my mouth anyways and started sucking it. I remember it was an all new sensation to me. feeling his soft member in my mouth and even more so as it started to get hard again. the feeling of it growing bigger in my mouth really turned me on. I've always had a fetish I think about watching cocks go from flaccid to hard. However, this time I wasn't just seeing it.. I was feeling it.. in my mouth no less. It didn't take to long before he was sully hard again and tensing and breathing hard all over again. This time it took a lot longer for him to cum but I didn't care, I was actually enjoying sucking him and making him feel good. I remember just instinct taking over as I rubbed his legs and stomach and even rolled his balls around in my hand. I couldn't tell you how long it was, but I do remember smiling when I tasted that warm salty cum again. Paul was sweating some and his face was flush. He was spent for now for sure. I sat up again and smiling and didn't give him a moment to consider. I just asked him " Are you ready now? " He looked at me and asked " Ready for what" I actually rolled my eyes and told him " It's my turn now Paul, I sucked you off twice and you came in my moth now you suck me off and I cum in yours " He almost laughed and said ohh yea right.. let me go clean up a little you go get ready. So while went into the bathroom to clean up I laid back on my bed and pulled my shorts off and mu cock sprang out pointed straight up and was wobbling a little from the throbbing. It didn't take long for Paul to come out and he didn't delay or anything. He came straight to my bed and straddled over my legs like I did him. I was actually nervous because even though I just sucked him off twice I still had that I'm getting a BJ from another boy going in my head. Well.. it didn't stop me as I nodded and told him yes and waited for him to get started on me.... but that will be the next chapter.

First time with a friend

I know most of my followers are male so I thought about which adult type story of my life to start with. It didn't take long for me to come up with the answer. This happened around the time I was 13 as well as my friend. So if you have reservation about reading about 2 13 year old boys bragging about sex and ultimately experimenting with each other some then don't read on.

Like I said I was 13 at the time and I was sent to an all boys Catholic school for almost 2 years.Why was I sent there? Well that will be explained later and in more detail in another story. Anyways when I arrived I was placed in a room with my new roommate who we will call Paul. Paul was also 13 blond hair and a bit hyper active but over all a decent kid who became a good friend of mine. We got along well and talked often about all kinds of things. Well one night after lights out neither of us could sleep and we ended up whispering out a conversation.

See we had one of the back room at the far end of the hall well away from the councilors' sleeping room. All you had to do was wait for the councilor to check on your room a third time and then you were pretty well assured that he or she had gone to bed. Anyways Paul and I just started talking  about things in general and the conversation eventually turned to why we were sent to this school. As most often with us I went first. I told Paul I was sent to the school because my parent's caught me having sex with the neighbors' daughter upstairs on several occasions and rather then deal with it they sent me to a school for boy to be taught better. I went into some detail about it and her and what we did before finishing my story. While I was telling Paul all this it wasn't difficult to notice that even though he was mostly under a blanket that Paul seemed to be fondling himself towards the end of my story. I didn't say anything though. After I had finished it was his turn of course so he settled back and started telling me about his reasons. According to him he was sent there because he was having sex with his OLDER SISTER @_@ Wow.. really? I didn't know what to say.. but I do know that something about that greatly turned me on. He, like me went on to tell me in more detail about how it started and what happened ect... and much like him by the end of the story I had a raging hard on and was fondling with it.

Paul noticed me as well only he made a point to say something... mostly joking he pointed down at my blanket and snickered saying something like " Somebody has a hard on " I knew I was blushing.. I could feel the heat in my face. I got a little defensive and pointed back at his blanket where I could see him playing with himself again and said back " Well, I'm not the only one! " and laughed. At that moment we both got quiet for a moment before I asked Paul if he was really hard. He nodded and said yes and asked how about you? I told him yea I was hard too to the point it hurt a little. At that point Paul told me he was hurting a bit too and really wanted to jerk off. I of course admitted I wanted to also. Paul looked over at me and said " Well, let's just jerk off, we're under blankets so it's no big deal. " I grinned and agreed.

We both laid back on our beds and we laughed a bit as we both took off our shorts and threw them to the floor at the same time from under the Blankets. At first I was really timid about what I was going to do. My heart was racing a bit as I reached down to start stroking myself. At first I went slow and carefully as to not make it obvious, even though he knew what I was doing. He was of course looking over to my bed as I was looking over to his. He must of been feeling the same way cause I could tell he was going real slow trying not to disturb the blanket much. Still after a little bit the feelings start taking over caution. I don't remember great details anymore but I do remember that we both started going faster and caring less about the show to the point Mister Magoo could of walked in and known what was happening.

Still, While this was going on despite how horny I was watching him jerk off under a blanket and myself stroking off I was bothered. Not by what was going on but by the fact I was covered. Anytime I masturbated I has always done so in freedom.. no coverings, so the blanket was really annoying me. It got so annoying I stopped in the middle of stroking and swore  Dammit! Paul looked over to me and asked what happened? Did I cum? A little angry I told him no.. and I didn't know if I would be able to and I told him about the blanket bothering me. He was quiet for a second then looked back at me and said " Well just take it off " I swear I almost caught fire I felt so flushed. I just stared over at him and shook my head. " Are you Crazy? I'm not showing myself to you like that! " He just looked over at me for a sec then said " Why not? We're both boys we both have the same stuff and we both know what we are doing, it's no big deal. " I don't know why but something about that got through to me and made sense. Still I'd be damned if I was going to be naked on the bed and not him. Something in my head said to me he wanted to see me naked jerking off and I had to admit to myself I wanted to see him too.

Looking over at him I said " Alright fine, but if I'm going to, then you are too! " HE was quiet for a long time, I thought he was going to say no but he finally agreed he would kick off his blanket too but I had to go first... like always. I agreed and laid back down on my bed. Now I didn't just throw the covers off right there, no. Instead I started kicking them off slowly with my feet... little by little so more and more of me was exposed. Right down till the blanket was just covering my cock. I mustered up and with one final kick, pushed the blanket down past my cock. IT felt wonderful, the cool air back on it as it sprang up and wobbled a bit from being freed. I looked over at Paul and knew he was staring. I pointed over to him and said it was his turned. He looked up at me and nodded before laying back on his bed. HE did the same as me. Slowly kicking his blanket down little by little until it was just barely over his cock. I could feel my heart pounding, I was really turned on at the thought of seeing his cock. Finally he kicked the blanker off and his cock sprang out like mine.. wobbling a little before point straight up. I even remember thinking his cock was arrow straight while mine had a slight upward curve.. and I had a fat almost flared head while his was more narrow.

We both lay there for a little while looking at each other, then silently we reached for our own cocks and started stroking. No slow starting this time. We both went for it full bore, both watching the other one. I could see his body tensing and moving.. rising and falling as he stroked.... I could hear is breathing deep and ragged as he stroked. I don't know what I look or sounded like to him but I do know it turned him on too. I don't know how long or short is was.. but it felt like a long long time before I saw him tense really hard... I looked at his cock and watched him shoot 2 good spurts that landed on his belly and then just big globing flows seep from the tip of his cock over his hand. That's all it took before I came. I blew 2 - 3 really hard spurts that landed on my belly and chest and the rest came in big globs that ran over my hand. We both laid there panting.. looking at each other, and more so each others cocks...We both stayed ram rod hard.... after a good minute Paul looks over at me and says " Wanna do it again? " Ohh hell yes! So we did... we jerked off again.. and a third time before we finally felt sated. We both headed for the bathroom and washed up real quick before heading back to bed. Before we fell asleep I remember telling Paul we should do this again tomorrow night. HE of course Agreed. Little did I know what was going to happen then! LOL 

To Be Continued.

First time for the Text

So I have finally gotten around to making a Text Blog. Yea.. it's not the same as my Vlog on You tube but it's something I'll be able to do more often so you folks know I'm still around and breathing. So I made a few vids today for You tube and while doing that I got to talking to a friend online. He offered to send me an iphone which I thought was really cool of him. Problem is I know my wife. She already went ballistic when a Web Cam showed up for more trying to insist I throw it out. So I had to turn it down. Which really ticks me off. Anyways a little later on my wife comes in I forget for what... I deiced to mention to her about the offer just to see what she said. The FIRST words out of her mouth were ohh is this a dude or a dudet? This really bothers me as it is.... but I let it pass and tell her it's a dude. Without missing a beat she turns to me and says Are you sure he's not a dudet? Meaning he's gay.

First off.... so fucking what if he was? Second there was no call for that comment. Still I bit my lip and said nothing as she left. A little later she comes back in and tries to talk to me.. but honestly at this point I'm hurt and upset over the comment she made... it's a friend damn it.. there was no call to be insulting. It's obvious something is wrong and she asks me what.... rather then do the smart thing and blow it off I told her. I told her I was offended and upset by her comment about my friend. I also told her she always seems to have something to say about people I talk to or things that I do. Her reaction? Ohh I didn't mean it.. it was just a joke.. I wasn't talking about him... ohhh? Then who the FUCK were you talking about?!?!? Ohh I just meant it in general. So you make a general comment about someone sexuality without actually talking about them? WTF is this the White House?

More so what made me angry is she just went on making excuses for herself. Not once did she say she was sorry or even hint that she cared about how I felt. She was to busy constantly saying I didn't mean it... I wasn't talking about him directly.... It was just a joke. You didn't tell me you ere hurt. I love the last one. Didn't know I was hurt.... someone tells you they are OFFENDED by something you said and you can't figure out you might of hurt them? Hell she went on to say my view of it was silly!!!!! Silly???? SILLY?!?!?!? You hurt me and make fun of my friend and I'm being SILLY for being angry????? It finally got to the point where I didn't want to talk anymore and I put my headphones to ignore her. Didn;t have them on for 10 seconds and she physically pulls them off me. Really? I was so mad I told her she grabs my headphones one more time and we're through... Yep.. she did...Are we Through? Prolly not... will I remember this.. ohh yea. Right now were just sitting here next to each other in as much tension as you could ask for. Her insisting I'm going to sleep on the floor.... Yea.. right. You know.. My wife might of learned to control her temper.... but she sure as hell is as manipulative as ever trying to make it seem like she did nothing wrong and trying to make it seem I'm blaming her for everything... and not owning up to what I really am angry at her for.